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Thursday, June 11, 2009
to syg ; i am utterly speechless for now . idk wht else to say and do . i knw its my fault, but everything happens for a reason . i am scared and sad , a very hard feeling i am trying to overcome right now . u changed, really . i am srry if i cnt be there for you now and then. those sorry i meant is nt enuf . i knw , i will make it up to you i promise . i promised my parents too tht i will change for the better . until 25th thn i can go out , grounded . hope u understnd , u knw who you are . while typing this , i feel lyk crying . cos, i knw hw hurt you are . i dint meant it . ILY , like no one else business . but as u said , its fading . i understnd . i have to blogg about this, as there's no one else awake at 3.00am to listen to my story . tried to laugh , and i did , thnks to diddie C; but it was just a while ,i felt bad arguing with you . i'm trying to sort things out too , and i really want ths to work for us ! do talk to me , cos i really miss you . really, really miss u . i miss you jokes , i miss gng out with u . nw,espiecially whn i am grounded . argghhh! i cnt do anythng . i dnt want us to fight lyk we used to , i dnt want us to argue like no one's business cos i still love you . 3rd monthsary is cmng soon , and i dnt wnt this to be effecting it . even if i cnt celebrate, i dnt want us to fight. please, please work things out . i dint tell you wht i have been dng lately, as i dnt want u to be worried . i guessed it's getting worse . i want to take a rest, but i cnt stop thinking abt this . imissyou ! 280309 is whn we both collide , i wnt to keep this strong ayye . whole heartedly , from the bottom of my heart . i can bear to let u go anymre and i cnt stand it ! ily xoxo, much love |
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